It starts here.

Maybe i'm back here.

2009-10-09T18:26:00.002+08:00

Yeah. Maybe i'll come back here since i know that most people dont really come back here so i can really rag prag frag brag talk the shit out here? haha. Maybe.

Hey baby, i love you you know. Seriously. For the whole day just now, it was just all wrong. Yes it was all.

Im not the old me. I choose nobody over you.

2009-08-04T23:15:00.001+08:00

OKAY. BLOGGER IS SUCHA SUCKER PLEASE.
Im going somewhere else for now.
If you can find me, you can find me. If not, feel free to ask me. x)

2009-07-30T12:52:00.004+08:00

Long breaks = more food + more food + library + laughter + tumblr + blogs + livejournal .

Rock on babies.

2009-07-25T00:20:00.003+08:00

Ahhhhh yes. I know. Finally right. A post. Its been a week, well, almost.

Monday- school, tuition, boyfriend!, home. x)
Tuesday- school, class photo taking, home, ej-kidd-iten-lobangnoseday! x)
Wednesday- RACIAL HARMONY DAY (!!YAY!!), boyfriend!, harry potter (erk?), home. x))
Thursday!!- school (half day.~!), home, ISTANA (WOOOHOOOOOOS), SWET (spore women everest team), Ben&Jerry's (yummmmy! im soooo gonna go there again.), ALOT of laughters, home. x)))))
Friday- school, afternoon with dian (swings!), home, tuition, boyfriend!, limbang mac with dian, home. x)))

Basically that was how my week went. It was really a nice week. Not so packed, not that slack either. Everything happened at a very nice pace. Just how i like it to be.

& just now, after such a loooong time, i somehow just got so excited talking about STUFFS with dian over at Lot 1's macs during lunch. Heeees. Indeed, we grinned over stufffsss only me & dian know what it was about. It was such a fantastic chat! Heeeeeees.
& yes, i can talk about just anything with her.
EXCEPT THAT DIAN IS WEIRD BECAUSE SHE LIKES THE WASABI DOUBLE FILLET BURGER. SOMEONE TELL HER ONLY WEIRD PEOPLE LIKES THAT WASABI TASTE IN A BURGER. IT DOESNT EVEN TASTE NICE LUH. YUCKS.
--& dian, i highlight this because its really true. The taste is tuckish & yet you swallowed and finished the WHOLE burger. YUCKS. You is weird! heeeeees. iloveeutho! haaas. xP

2009-07-18T15:02:00.006+08:00

& they made my lil afternoon yesterday. It was nice. Just that more of us should be there. heees.
another afternoon together A1s? x))

Its especially hard if you feel like this but happens like that. You want it that way but it doesn't seem to happen. & mostly harder to make it not happen. Doink. You may not understand what im trying to say. I do.

Today is saturday. Tomorrow is sunday.
I miss my boyfriend.

2009-07-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

& I TOTALLY LOOOOOOOOOOOVE THIS WOMAN!

2009-07-16T22:55:00.002+08:00

School's OK. x))
Met ej.
Headed to Min's house.
So ej wanted to surprise her dearest man.
But we got a surprise instead.
He wasn't at home.
I swear its damn funny i tell you.
Like wth. haaaaaas. So much for telling ej he's sick & cancelling their date. He actually had the same idea & wanted to surprise ej too but in the evening. DOINKS these two people seriously. heeees.
&&!!
Like hey to all boyfriends!!!, go learn how your girlfriend's voice sound in the phone please. Min totally had no idea it was not ej that was on the phone asking him where he was at first. DAMN FUNNY. hehehehehs. So its true. Me & ej, we sound the same. Proven. Hahahaha. xP
This WHOLE thing, definitely the highlight for my today. heeees.

Dian is soooooooooo strong i swear. Like after all these time,,,,,,,she's been such a goooood girlfriend. I would act the same. She so did the right thing. But im sure i'll cry so much. heeeees. Dian didn't. She's soooo chill luh. How can i not adore her tell me?
Yo babe! I adore your strength. anw, iloooooooooveeurcompany! <3

08A1 reunion or rather meet-up tmr. I cant wait. x)))))))))
Remind me to bring the cammmmmy. xP

2009-07-15T22:26:00.003+08:00

My Monday Tuesday Wednesday. So far so good. heees. Tomorrow's Thursday. & Friday, its 08A1 day. I cant wait. Lets have a good week this week. *SMILES*

2009-07-14T18:57:00.003+08:00

Returning back to school was something i looked forward just now in the morning i must say. Got to at last meet with those missed. Fitz!! dian!! and those few others. *smiles*
& tmr, i shall go hunt for my lovely monsterrrrrr. I owe her bigbig for yst. heeees.

& this week will be awesome week i predict. I think. I dont want another UNFRIENDLY week.
I want to go ikea & buy those looooong yummy red look-like-thread thingy we ate at tahan. Ive beeeeeen wanting.! heeees. Ikea please someone. heeees.
& i want to watch sunshine cleaning. Tmr love?

I smell my bread pudding cooking. Imma go check. Lets dig in...

.

2009-07-12T23:04:00.003+08:00

I DONT THINK I WANNA START LESSONS ALREADY THO I DO WANT SCHOOL. GETTTTIT? heeeees.

Oh love's sleeping. I wanna talk to him luuuuuhhhhh. *BOOO*

2009-07-11T10:37:00.004+08:00

MOMMA JUST TOLD ME THAT THE FRENCH BABIES ARE IN TOWN & MY SEXY DUDE WOULD COME OVER NEXT WEEK.! I SIMPLY SPELLS EXCITED & I CANNOT WAIT!!! heeeeeees.

I woke up to the sound of mom shrieking so excitedly over the phone cause her bestfriend called to tell her that she's in town. OH WEE. Im excited too after hearing that!! heees. But only aunt sabrina remi & raiyan are here for the moment. Raphael & uncle adam will only reach over next week & the week after accordingly. Oh weeeeee~. I just cant wait cant wait cant wait to go over & for raphael to appear. (!!) huuuuuuuus. && spaghetti party!!! Aunt Sab's special. heeeees.

BESTFRIEND, thank you for yesterday night. I know i sound horrible at start, but at least i was all laughing at the end. I dont know how to thank you. Just, thank you? heeeees. I talked a lot heh? heeeeees.

Hey boyfriend, hurry text me. I miss you. Neeeda your company baby.

2009-07-10T18:50:00.010+08:00

Because i like it better that way. Just don't change anything.

Check out JOSH ROYSE. He sings so well. & he's cute too.
*dont get jealous here love. I still prefer you mister.*
I like his song she smiles better tho.

2009-07-09T20:13:00.003+08:00

Currently at Limbang Mac with my nurej. *smiles*
We ordered the same thing & we're wearing the same shirt colour. Always happens anyway. heeees.
& so imagine two cute ladies wearing grey shirts having the same dinner with our two Compaq laptops & laughing over stuffs & secrets. heeees.
& yes nuriten, we're SO talking about you.! heeeees.
I wanted a trip to ikea. I really do. Idk why. I just want to go ikea. heeees. But we cancelled the plan & here we are at Limbang Mac laughing crazily over everything. heeeees. xP

My third post for the day. Ubet random. heees. xD
& thks to ej, im better now. I know i can ALWAYS count on her. heeees. Thank you babe! ILY!

2009-07-09T12:52:00.004+08:00

I want to do that. YES. Again. I love just how the sun feels on my shoulder. I just need to feel that feeling again.

2009-07-09T12:19:00.002+08:00

You seem to know the way
To turn my frown upside down
You always know what to say
To make me feel like everything's ok.

You're all i need right now.

-knock knock lenka.

Oh doinks. No ikea. Now what? hoh.
*think think*

I want boyfriend's huggs.

Its all crrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaapppp.

2009-07-08T22:33:00.004+08:00

YAY FINALLY. PHOTOS CAN NOW BE UPLOADED. heeeeeees.
I made that drawing during MOB when aidil was sleeping in class. heeees. & now, its meant for the person who slept on me yst in the bus ride home. *biggrins*. You know who you are. heeees.
I LOVE YOU!! <3

I didnt join my bestmates on earth for dinner just now. I decide to just go for tuition come home & read the MTL notes. Remember the cerpens & the chapters of the novel. So yeah, still have yet to do it. I just cant wait to get over the paper tmr. My last paper. & maybe, MAYBE, im heading to the beach for some time under the sun again. Idk why. Just feel like doing it. Lets see how tmr.

Goodnight people.

2009-07-07T22:08:00.001+08:00

31st with mister love was awesome-tastic!
Like planned last week, we went sentosa again. *alllsmiles* I totally had a perfect day with him today. Swam a little bit (doink. he knows my secret. heees.) played cards games a little bit (my bf's such a loser. heeeees. ok,, myb im the bigger loser. doinks.) & we went off when it started drizzling. Just perfecto. & hey, im so going to sentosa again soon. Spells beach loves. & some colour on the shoulder, YAY.
& i knew i was quite whiny due to the sudden rain, the weather (or myb its just me heeees.) doinks. But hey, boyfriend just puts up with everything. I guess he's just one person who can stand my nonsense whines rants & stuffs. huuuuus.
I LOVE MUHAMMAD NUR ADLI. Boyfriend,,!!!! I LOVE EU! heeeeeees. Tho ........... *giggles* eu know the dots.!! hehehehehehes. xD
THANK YOU FOR TODAY LOVE.

& i saw dian at mcD just now. She was sooooo happy to be back with her notebook. huhus. Doink. Eh dian, dont crack the screeeeeeen again hor! heeeees.

Ej's so funny. I bet eur stress right now rite babe? heeeees. I hope you're doing just fine yeah babe.! <3

2009-07-06T22:28:00.002+08:00

& another day of fasting done. x))

I went to NYP & helped with ej's hosting presentation. OMG LIKE THE STUDIO DAMN KEWL I SWEARRR!!!!!!!! I want to work in that room.!! Like omg, just.damn.cool.please! heeeees. Anw, i had a fun time hosting it plus i made new friends met new people. heeees. Ej's class damn funny, in both the good & bad ways. hahaha. xD
& having with the greates girlfriend on earth is just one of the best time of life. We can just talk about ANYTHING on earth & only after 30 minutes then can we decide where to eat. heeees.
I love you Nurhijjah! wheeeee~~~. xP

Currently chatting with Muhammad Shahrul Izlan Roslan.
Damn i miss this dude here. Gawd,,,,,he just knows how to make me laugh till i really roollllll on the floor ok. ---thats beacuse im on the flooooor luh. xP
gaaaaaaa. i miss my besfriend ok. & im glad he's doing really well & just fine. YAY. Tho we dont talk to each other everday anymore, im sure we will never forget thinking about what we're both up to now & then. heeeees. & everytime we talk about the past, we just cant stop laughing. LIKE NOW. heheheheheehehehehehehehhehehehes. STOP RECALLING THE FUNNY MOMENTS LUH MSIR!!!! xD

oh where oh where oh where have you gone to?
its making me spinnnnnnn luh thinking what happen to it. x((

DATE DATE WITH LOVE TMR!!! <3

2009-07-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

OMG. Blogger is such a bitch fghijkl#$%@!! It doesnt upload my photos. Anyone, apart from me & faiz, is facing the same thing???? Or is it just my compppppy? DOINKS. "-_-

Had the awesome sentosa time with my favourite man on earth. Grr i swear he's so annoying for throwing sand all over me but i just cant stand laughing over he's sleepy face. (shit. imma get in trouble if he read this. *grins*) & i just cant stop staring at how my boyfriend sleeps. ESPECIALLY IF HE'S SO DAMN TIRED. I tell eu, its suuuuuuuupppppeeerrrrrr CUTE- which is ugly but adorable- but its so adli. hahahahahhaha. Thats my boyfriend i tell you.! heeeees. & since we had such a short time, we're SO gonna go back there to have fun under the sun again next week!

I looooooooooooooooovvve Muhammad Nur Adli!!!
I wanna wanna wanna meeet NURHIJJAH BTE YAHYA!

2009-07-02T11:00:00.002+08:00

My fortune cookie for today: If you want the rainbow, you must put up with the rain. D. Parton

& so its true. I put up with the quarantine the exams papers & so imma go get my "rainbow" tomorrow! A day at the beach. I cant wait. I so need time off & just chill. Plus, it'll be spent with mister love. Wow weeeeee~. x))))

2009-07-01T22:46:00.002+08:00

Friday: MNA,movie, beach, ice-cream = CANT WAIT! x))

& so i just cant wait for tmr's to be over. I just want geog to end please. MOB, Bahase, Maths was triple ok. x)) Can manage, did it well but i'll never know what to expect. But hey, im sure i'll do just fine. I was satisfied with those three papers. *shurgs. & after tomorrow im left with only sastera next thursday. Meanwhile, i'll have those free days to myself since people are schooling. heeees.

Just now was just splendid. Lets just say mister love just know how to make me smile. Without fail. Even if its an attitude which is irritating but it'll just make me smile so damn widely. I love how we're doing now. Just fine. Just love. & i like how he went all smiley hiley after he read the notebook. Like i said, tho its irritating, it'll still makes me smile & sometimes, laugh. x))

cause they dont matter, i hope eu know this by heart alrd. I LOVE YOU, JUST YOU.

2009-06-28T20:40:00.002+08:00

& today marks the end of holidays.
vacation spells A-o-k-a-y.
The highlights would be the tahan trip, summit, days with ej when love isnt around, & when i finally got msg from love when he hit the airport last saturday.! It was okay spent i guess tho i miss meet ups with ALOT of people due to some issues that happened. Wells oh wells, im just glad its all over & fine now & brother is virus-free. heeees.
& so tomorrow is the start of promo 1 and im quite ready tho a lil scared about it. But i guess i can do it. woooots. GOOD LUCK ME! & those having tests & exams too.!!

Yesterday's trip to pakngah's house was fun. Tho its tiring to just sit on the bus but hey, the rest of it was funnnnnn--ny! heees. Especially when i heard when brother fell off the tree and cut himself when he tried climbing the rambutan tree. My brother is just a fool i tell you. heees. In conclusion, he's heavy for the tree. xD heeeeeees. & also when we disturbs each other on the bus. My cousins are funny people. We just cant stop making each other laugh. heeees.

I had a looooooong nice convo with mister love yesterday. I guess its best to know now then later or never. Truth hurts but hey, it happened. With -ed behind it. So like he said, what matters is now. The present. & its how we both keep the love going & its getting preeeeettty exciting for both of us. The trips we both went for & how we missed each other during the trips have sooooo made us closer to each other & i think we know each other better now. Yeah baby?
& the most important thing is that we both love each other.
I have the greatest boyfriend on earth & i'd like you to be jealous of it. heeeees.
I love Muhammad Nur Adli Abd Zhukor.

I guess i better have an early night tonight.
Suddenly i cant wait to get over with this exam thingy. My brain needs rest.

PS hey bestfriend.!!!!! Im glad we talked today. Ive missed eu & expect randoms texts/calls from me yeah! x)) lunch lunch lunch! Ive got tons to tell eu!!! heeeees.

2009-06-26T11:49:00.000+08:00

I SMELLLLLLLLL FREEEEEEEEEDOM. heeeeeees.

2009-06-23T18:48:00.003+08:00

cause every night is sneaky night.

I am so missing boyfriend. I so have not spend time with him. Gaa i want want want want go outS with you miSter! heeeeeees. xD *i know bf know they dont know*

MOB is tet. Im just scared doinks. heeees.
But hey, this time i believe i CAN do it! Let go G-O! woooottttttss.

Oh somehow somehow i miss tahan.!

2009-06-21T10:43:00.002+08:00

LOOK AT MY TWIN. SHE CANT BEAR THE IDEA OF STAYING AT HOME TOO EVEN IF SHE SEEMS LIKE SHE'S SMILING. *GRRRAAARRRGGHHH.

2009-06-20T21:06:00.001+08:00

MUHAMMAD NUR ADLI IS HOME! YAY! x))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2009-06-19T18:35:00.002+08:00

TMR TMR TMR.!!!!
BOYFRIEND MISTER IS COMING HOME TMR~!!

Oh weeee. I so cant wait please~! x))))
DOINKS.
& then its ej's turn to wait for her M till tues. hoooooooh. tets. The feeling of both girlfriends being left by boyfriends. SPELLS SUCKISH~.
Oh wellllllllls.................................. xP

2009-06-18T10:45:00.002+08:00

"because somethings are just meant to be kept quiet about"

Oh doinks. 6th day being adli-less. Im so cranky now. I just need boyfriend to be home please. I need to whine. I need to talk. I need to find fault with someone who dont mind tolerating the nonsense. heeees. Hurry home MNA.!!
Both monsters coming over to hang out later. Im so gonna have hell-a laughs with them. *grins.

Ej,ej,ej. Funny or what?! heeees. We're both now in the same both.!!! You know how i feel now. huhus. xD

Oh hey bestfriend!!!! If you're reading this i just wonder how you're doing? Cant seem to call you. Something's wrong with your phone??

2009-06-16T20:53:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY MOST SELENGE-EST BELOVED BEST GIRLFRIEND ON EARTH!!!!
Oh doinks., She's legal so "blablabla". hahahahahha. Oh she so know how jealous i am~!. hahahaha. xP
Anw, I hope eu had a good & nice time just now. It was chilllllllling yea? Relaxing.! heeeees. & about the skyride & luge,,,,doinks,,,i guess we'll have to postpone it to another day yaw babe? heeeeees. xD Prolly with the others or,,,,double date it may be? heeees. We'll just have to see about it. *grins.
Omg. Just now was so hilarious & stuffs eh? *winks winks. You know i know, they have NO idea~. heeeees. Ssssshhhhhhh~. huhuhus.

I love you nurhijjah!
Have total blast! You're 18 already~! x))

Oh boyfriend,,,,,,,,,hurry home.! x((

2009-06-15T21:04:00.002+08:00

Its day 3 without MNA baby. Spells suckish every night. Oh well, this is what you get when you talk to sleep on the fon with bf every night. heeeees. Hurry home mister.! Your gf like miss you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~~~.!!!!!!!!!

Anw, watched Hannah Montana the movie with dear dear sister just now over at lot 1. Doinks. Cute cute story in fact. Love it~.! Hey, anyone would like to bring me to some countryside & let me feel how its like living in a farm? I totally love to please. xD

Its baby ej 18th tmr.! Which means its in a few hours time.! Wheeeee~. & we so are gonna rock tomorrow cause we are fun people with capital F U N & do fun-stuffs!!!! heeeees. Tho its only gonna two of us as the others are busy peeeeeezy, we're still gonna rock ej's day. wohooooo. Cant wait. Im off!!!!

Oh fitz babe. i totally miss eu!
To LYNN & LIA BABE TOOOOOOOOOOO~. x)))

& hey mister bestfriend, if you're reading this, i'll call you soon. x))

**oh,oh, almost forgot! mister cairo coming home tomorrow. haha. xD

2009-06-14T20:54:00.003+08:00

Its day 2 night 3 without adli since i last saw him.
Suckier. way suckier~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~.
All i do is eat to keep me occupied. Now i feel fat. x|

huhus.
I cant wait to go out with ej tmr!! x)
& tmr tmr also. heeeeees. Someone's turning legal.
& on a happier note, fitz home! yay baby.

But adli, muhammad nur adli, hurry home. Your gf miss eu BIGBIGBIGTIME. <3

2009-06-13T13:36:00.003+08:00

DAY 1 WITHOUT MUHAMMAD NUR ADLI = SUCKYYYYYYY. And its only like 2 in the nooon. gooooooooooooooooongs. I have another 7 days to go. Hurry hurry hurry come home babe.!!!!!!!!!

Anw, yeah people! Im home from gunung tahan expd! x))
Doinks. Totally one fun trip i will never frgt. Updates about it? soon. Im hungry & bored. Imma go eat.
You guys missed me rito? I KNOW~!. heeeeees

2009-06-03T23:50:00.003+08:00

100 TRUTHS.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Plain water
2. Last phone call: Love.!
3. Last text message: ej
4. Last song you listened to: hoedown throwdown
5. Last time you cried: erk?? sunday i think? heeees. xD

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: no. i dont think so
7. Been cheated on: kinda?
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: NO.
9. Lost someone special: oh yes yes yes. x(
10. Been depressed: yeah. heh.
11. Been drunk and threw up: i dont drink (:

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. green
13. yellow!
14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: DUHHS!
16. Fallen out of love: I DONT WANT TO!
17. Laughed until you cried: huhuhuhuhus yes yes yes!
18. Met someone who changed you: yeah. heees.
19. Found out who your true friends were: im glad i found them!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: heh. duhhs. booo him/her.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yes yes yes!
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: all of them?
23. How many kids do you want to have: 2? haha. it doesnt really matter tho. heeees.
24. Do you have any pets: nah. xD
25. Do you want to change your name: nooooooooo. i love my name. x)
26. What did you do for your last birthday: it was during fasting month. doinks.
27. What time did you wake up today: 8am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: talking to love!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: after 20th june!!!!!! heees.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: few seconds ago? hehes
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: no no no. i dont wanna change anything.
32. What are you listening to right now: adik oh so not nice voice.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: dont remember. wait,,,i think so.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: mum's nag..........
35. Most visited webpage: faceboooooooooooooooooooooookie.
36. Whats your real name: Nurul Fatin Roslan.
37. Nicknames: kidd
38. Relationship Status: i am in love with mister love! nope, not single at all.
39. Zodiac sign: virgo
40. Male or female?: feeeeemale!
41. Elementary?: Kranji Primary School
42. Middle School?: Fajar secondary
43. High school/college?: MI.
44. Hair colour: black.
45. Long or short: LONG!
46. Height: erk? doink. 157cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: i think so. hehehehs. i have a cursh on that red shorts guy i spent time with at sentosa.
48: What do you like about yourself?: i love my smiles.!
50. Tattoos: i want a butterfly one! but sadddded. cant. x|
51. Righty or lefty: LEFT! x)

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never.
53. First piercing: right ear
54. First best friend: urm? hehehehs. my dearest cuz izzah amalina. counted?
55. First sport you joined: basketball.
56. First vacation: KL
58. First pair of trainers: adidas.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nth.
60. Drinking: nth.
61. I'm about to: talk to love!
62. Listening to: the hoedwon throwdown.
63. Waiting on: tmr's trip.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yes yes yes.
65. Get Married?: yes yes yes.
66. Career?: i wanna become a teacher

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: huggggg1s
69. Shorter or taller: taller.
70. Older or Younger: older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach.
73. Sensitive or loud: loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant?: trouble maker!

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope.
77. Drank hard liquor:nope
78. Lost glasses/contacts: oh yeeeeeeeeeeeees. i couldnt find it anywhere. xP
79. Sex on first date: NO!
80. Broken someone's heart: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, yeah? *grins
82. Been arrested: nopies. imma gooooooooooooooooooood girl x)
83. Turned someone down: yeah.
84. Cried when someone died: uhuhs.
85. Fallen for a friend?: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,,,,uhuh?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: YES!
87. Miracles: YES!
88. Love at first sight: haha. yups?
89. Heaven: YES!
90. Santa Claus: hah. ewwww. i'd get stuck in his beard. hahahahs.
91. Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels: YES.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: NO
95. Did you sing today?: i sing EVERYDAY. xD
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: eerr,,,idk. i think so. heeees.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: back to seven years old!
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Cambodia! xD
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: no. for what? heees.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: DEFINITELY! x))

Happy reading readers.
MISS ME!
7 days to go~. x)))

12 days to my birthday! - EJ * i will miss you much kiddyyyyyy! :(*

2009-06-02T11:27:00.002+08:00

I think imma pause it here right now.
Ive got lots to say but i have no idea how to put it in sentence. heees.
Its tomorrow tomorrow.
Im excited. But scared.
Miss me people. Flood my tags & fb.

I'll miss you people.
Wait for next week's wednesday.x)
I love eu people.

2009-05-31T20:22:00.001+08:00

& im left with 4 more days before i go 18 days without Muhammad Nur Adli.
AHHHHH DOINK.!!!!!!!! Its mega *booooooooooness.****

2009-05-27T22:22:00.000+08:00

A NICE DAY SPENT WITH LOVE.

* like i said, you did what he didnt. I love you Muhammad Nur Adli. A lot. <3

2009-05-26T23:11:00.002+08:00

Atikah will smile when she sees this & yes she so will smile so-oh-widely.! x)))
THANK YOU ATIKAH. Like i said, it was totally worth it right? TOTALLY~. xD

I had an absolute nice day today. & so yes yes yes yes yes, when someone say you gotta catch, YOU TOTALLY HAVE TO WATCH IT. Wooooots~. I so dont mind to watch it again. *grins. xD Totally enjoyed it!
Plus ending the day with my two beloved, what more can i ask for. weeeee~.
I love Tuesdays. x))) Best day of the weekdays.!
I love Nurhijjah Bte Yahya!---dont bother adli, he's crazy i tell you. heeees. <3
I LOVE MUHAMMAD NUR ADLI--stop kutuk-ing my ej ok! She's red-eyed now. hahahahahhahaha. xP

Its GP paper tmr. Imma go pack back & sleep.
Good Luck MI-ans. x))

2009-05-25T22:42:00.002+08:00

I still think MJC should win! heeeees.
Three cheers for VJC for being the overall champion in 2009 soccer A DIV boys just now.
& to the VJC girls too.

The soccer girls plus aswad & zai went over to jalan besar stadium & became the usherers, prize presenters, and manage the crowd for the game between MJC & VJC. Indeed, it was a tough & exciting match. I still insist that MJC should win the match but hey, vjc totally deserve it. doink. Confusing much? heeeeees. Overall, it was totally a good match. A match worth missing all those lessons. heeeeees. xD
Saw familiar & missed faces.
Like Haneefos. woooots. Unexpected that he'll be there tho he did tell me last year about joining the MJ soccer team.
& FEE~. gawd. It was so funny. Here i was on the field & there she was up at the gallery. I called her & we were practically shouting at each other over our phone trying to make up what we had said. hehehehehehes.
ONE WORD: Awesome~! I love my soccer girls. <3

Hey mna! hurry go get eur fon back & ring me. I so need to talk to you.! I think my bf is still the only human who can tolerate that much words sentences that will come out from my mouth. heheheheheheh. & the best part? My bf will sleep on me but i will continue talking & only realise that he's alseep when i look at the webcam or he doesnt respond to me. DOINKS.

**OMG EJ, i am still laughing about what i msg eu earlier about my bf. hehehehehehhehehehehehehs. WTH? "-_- hehehehehhehehehehes. xP

2009-05-24T22:45:00.002+08:00

HOT HOT HOT.!!!!!! It was such a hot weather over at melaka. Lucky i wore white. heeeees
But i had fun. With the new experience all. I rested my mind much. x))

Its a new week tmr. Last week of school for this semester. Time flies.

Hope you guys had a good weekend.
Loves.

2009-05-23T21:55:00.004+08:00

Cried my eyes out, slept, woke up & i realise its all wrong. Let me not blame anyone. I guess im just really paranoid. I want to be happy. & so, here i am with a smile.!!

But hey, I STILL MISS MY BOYFRIEND. I HAVENT MEET HIM.!! heeees.
hurry adli, i want to meet eu~! <3>

2009-05-23T14:36:00.002+08:00

NUMB.
I think ive been too nice already. & now i suffer the pain. doinks.
Yup ej, eur statement's so true. I is annoyed now. Grrrrrrrr~~~~~~.

Thank you for yesterday ej. Tho tired annoyed grumpy cranky, she still bear with my whines cries & all. She know how i feel. I just need one person ej, i just need one person. Can eu help me tell him? ohhhhhh doinks. I love ej. x)
You guys just dont get it do you?

i miss muhammad nur adli. bigtime. *boooooo. he's so busy. x(((

2009-05-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

"I hate myself today, i don't know whats happening to me. I hate my face today, i think i look so shitty today. I have some spot everywhere and i'm not even shaved, my hair are greasy, i look disgusting today. My eyes are glued, my lips are chapped, my legs are prickling and plus, i'm stinky today."~Shitty Day by Soko

Found the above over at amee's blog. Oh doink. I so feel like that nowadays. Lousy lousy miserable miserable. But im glad i dont show it much in school & all. I want them to know i am just ok.!

Its atikah's birthday today.!!!! HAPPY 19TH ATIKAH LOVE!!!!!
I was so mean. heeees. I didnt go find her to wish her. haha. But thats all on purpose la. huuuus. & i just texted her tho my plan was to text her at 2359 later. She said im the last one to wish her she suppose. & weeeee~. That was what i want exactly. You know i love you atikah. I owe eu a prezzie.! ILY!!!!!

Its the important briefing tomorrow. I dont think im able to join the soccer girls to makan & watch the finals (VJC vs SAJC) over at jalan besar tmr. Oh doink. "-_- I miss soccer.
But so, instead, imma go meet ej to have meal with our classic name & MANU fan(hopefully) & watch gegerl's performance afterwards over at NUS. Oh well, this is what i do when bf's so busy with school stuffs & stuffs & stuffs & i dont get to plan anything with him or whatever not. I just agree to any random plan. heeeees. I miss movies with him esp.

OH. I IS NOW PARANOID & SCARED.!!!!!!!!!!
There was this someone who followed me to the tuition block. & i know he was following me!! It was very obvious. I was very scared. i texted love! & ej straightaway when i entered the lift. && I am still scared. & when i saw iten & ej when i was on the way home, how i hugged them. I felt sooooooo sfae being with them. But even till now, i still can feel the chills. x

I miss my boyfriend i miss my boyfriend.

**i should stop thinking too much & be contented with how i am now. i wanna take a chill pill.**

2009-05-20T22:17:00.002+08:00

I didnt want to go to school today. Well,, brother & sister didnt had school. & dad took a day off work. Tell me how "happy" i was being the only person going out of the house in the morning when they are sleeping & usually im the one who go out last for school. *boo.
But i was looking forward to the GT training in the afternoon.! Thats why i dragged myself to school with this huge backpack & i swear everyone was staring! heeeees. Duhh of course everyone stared. The bag was as big & long as my body!!! heeees. If i were not me i'd also stare luhh. xP

& indeed, it was fun.
Packed bag such that it'll wiegh 12kg & helped dian with ehrs. heeeeees. She is so funny can! heehehehs. From water to sand. huhus. No denials i was so tired & my body is aching now but i had absolute fun. I didnt know i could do & achieve such things that i thought was impossible for me to do them.!!! I didnt know i can run around the school at such constant speed. I felt good after that warm up. x))
Then the nine of us went to blk 170 which about 25 storeys high & we climbed up those stairs from level 1 to the 25th for 4 times.!!! gaaa~! With 12 kg behind my back & knee giving me those painful "vibes", im proud to complete the task. & for the last round, it was optional for us to complete another set of climbing the stairs. But we didnt give up, most of us finished the last round but i stopped at the 20th level after feeling the pain in my knee & hearing the "crack" when i was climbing at the 13th floor. Sccccaaarrry shit. I hope my knee's ok. Gonna apply muscle rub soon. OUCH! & im so wearing knee guard tmr. xP
& now im really tired but i want to watch a movie before i sleep. heeeees.

I'll be back soon.!
To ej, see eu this friday!
To bestfriend, HOW HAPY I WAS TO BUMP TO EU JUST NOW!!!!!
To dian, thank you for being such a great partner. haha. I wouldnt have felt this fun if not because of eu. heeees.
To boyfriend, i love love love love eu mister merepek!(omg i so have the urge to call eu __!! hehes) So what if eur not eu currently. Im sure i'll eu back. soooon. x)) anw, i is not minah.!!! I miss eu!!! <3

2009-05-19T18:59:00.005+08:00

New week new start.
Yesterday was suppose to be a hang out with atikah day. But doink the weather. We had to cancelled everything we planned(even going to her house) & stayed on our beds grunting about the weather. **booo. Holidays ok atikah!!!!! I want to play the playground!!!! xD
But i had a nice time lunching with love before he went MTT to school [we saw weird lady. hahaha. damn weird scary funny.! eu'd know what im talking bout eh love? heeees.] & sleeping in the cold weather, its all smiles when i woke up!
I feel so much better after telling ej half of whats not yesterday. & for the first time i didnt have problem sleeping! weeee~. Thank you ej & thank you love for sleeeeeeping on me[again!!]. heeees. But it was kinda relief. I know you dont know. *winks.

& oh, ej!!!! "Thank you mhank you" for eu-know-what!!!!! EVERYTIME OK.!!!! MUST!!!!! hehehehs. *excited!!!!! i know eu know prolly they know but i dont think so. huuuuuuussssss~. Its just between us~~!!!!!! xD shhhhhh~~~. huhus.

I miss eu & i love. fitz-erooooooo~. <3

It's DIAN's DAY today(as seen below). heeees. She's so cute. Never fail to make me smile in class. & damn noisy-just like me..hehes. But she has yet to know the real me. huhus. xP

2009-05-18T00:49:00.004+08:00

What a week.
MI carnival was yesterday yesterday. It was fun especially the after stall part. Not that being at the stall was a bad part. The cheese chips was going off fast. I guess it was yummy. Like who can resist such yummy cheese.! Cheerios to aidil for that. x)
& not forgetting celebrating Mr ram's birthday with the soccerattes. weeee~! AWESOME. x)

Hang around with atikah around. Thank you atikah for the superb company. See eu tmr. ILY.
& Huggings here & theres. Smiles here & there to the missed people. Oh well, Tmr's a day off for all MI-ans. wee. Rest day.
The rest? Check out my fb. xP

Have good days humans.
I love MNA.

This my fav shot. I just miss having them around. xP

2009-05-15T00:24:00.003+08:00

However much you want to let it out, you just cant. Can someone just make me do it.? (you perhaps?)
Sometimes, you just gotta deny things that was said correctly but just let yourself feel the pain. Be kind.

Mi carnival this saturday.! Come over yaw people. '

Me? Im in need of chocolates & boyfriend's hug.
Muhammad Nur Adli, I miss you. x|
& i love you. <3

2009-05-13T20:10:00.003+08:00

Saw this somewhere & decide to do it. Im just plain bored. heh. xP

TEN ARE YOUS

1. Are you single - NO DEFINITELY NOT.
2. Are you happy - YES with life but no with with current situation
3. Are you bored - duhh. the reason why i do this thingy.
4. Are you fair - not anymore. x(
5. Are you Italian - nopes.
6. Are you intelligent - at times-i think. xP
7. Are you honest - duhh. but sometimes, you gotta tell white lies. just happens. xP
8. Are you nice - YES YES YES.
9. Are you Irish - NO IM A MALAY SINGAPOREAN GIRL.
10. Are you Asian - yups.

TEN FACTS
1.Full Name - Nurul Fatin Bte Roslan
2. Nicknames - kidd!
3. Birth place - singapore.
4. Hair color - black
5. Natural hair style - waaaaavvvvvvvvyyyyyy la my hair.
6. Eye Color - black
7. Birthday - 13/09/19991
9. Favorite color - green!
10. One place you'd like to visit - Turkey. x)) ~bring me there someone?

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love – YES YES YES.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight – DOUBLE BIGGER YES YES YES!!!
3. Do you currently have a crush? – noooooooo. im in love. xP
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally – urm, yes.
5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart – i think so. yeah. im sorry to whoever you are x|
6. Have you ever had your heart broken – yeah?
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them – Yuuupp.
8. Are you afraid of commitment – NO.
9. Who was the last person you hugged – Mila kambeng. x)
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to - Muhammad Nur Adli love!

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love.
2. Hard liquor or beer - NONE? but beer's smellllly.
3. Cats or dogs - cats
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - A few best friends
5. Creamy or Crunchy – Crunchy. I like to bite. xD
6. Pencil or Pen – Pencil
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Wild night out.!
8. Money or Happiness – happiness
9. Night or day – NIGHT!!
10. i phone or Sony Erisson – i phone!

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out – NOT YET.!! hehes. Hopefully nt. xP
2. Seen a polar bear - duhhs. Theres the spore zooooooo you know.xD
3. Done something you regret – HELL YEAH!!
4. Bungee jumped – not yet but I WANT TO!!!!!! heeees
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor – yuuupppps. huuus. Its still foood. xP
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker – a what?
7. Been caught naked – maybe? heeeees. xD idk.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – N O P E. No neeeeed please.
9. Cried because you lost a pet – i never had a pet. hehes.
10. Wanted to disappear – YES. when ive done something embarassing. heees.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - smile!
2. Light or dark hair – dark
3. Hugs or kisses – hugs
4. Shorter or taller – taller. x)
5. Intelligence or attraction – attraction
6. Topman or Zara – topman
7. Funny or serious - FUNNNNNAY! esp if their merepek level is high! *winks. xD
8. Older or Younger – Older!
9. Outgoing or quiet – Outgoing!!!
10. Sweet or Bad – doesnt matter. heees.

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd – YES!
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour – almost every night la. heees.
3. Ever tried walking on your hands – noooooo,, but i want to try tho!
4. Ever been to a rock concert – YEEEEES. doink.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – DUHH~! cheerleading's FUN!!
6. Ever been on a dance team - errr, i think? heees.
7. Ever been on a sports team – yes!!!
8. Ever been in a drama play/production – YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley?- YES! a toy one tho. xP
10. Ever been in a rap video?- haha. No.

TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made – copain novio last night. xP
2. Last person you hugged – MILA ALYSSA. didnt you ask already?
3. Last person you hung out with - bdk V. heeeees.
4. Last time you worked – like last year. xP
5. Last person you talked to – mum
6. Last person you IM’d – ej yst. xP
7. Last person you texted – copain novio
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with – copain novio
9. Last person/thing you missed – love!!!!!
10. Last website visited – www.onlysmallstuffs.blogspot.com

Down down down down.
I miss you you know.

What would you do if theres no reply??
Im drinking mcD cappucino. Theres really something wrong with me. huhus.

I want to cry. Shoulder someone?

2009-05-11T21:00:00.002+08:00

Hiking was fun. Thanks to you friendly people.
Im sooooo going to gunung tahan expd.(Start missing me already yo mister dearest.) heeees.
Anw, the 11 of us manage to finish 15km in around 2hrs. Im starting to feel the back cramps. thanks to the 11kg plus plus. Doink. But hey, it was totally worth the sweats & aches. I felt good after the whole thing was over.
Rest when i got home. So, sorry to those who msg-ed me. I didnt get to reply you guys.

MI carnival coming this saturday!!! Anyone interested, give me a ring.
Buy the coupons from me.!
Or just come over to MI this saturday. x))

Its our last match tmr, im not sure if i have that enough energy.
I still have maths w/s to finish. & its test tmr! woooots. Hey love!, hurry home, ring me & help me.

To bestfriend: I know your're reading this. I hope you're doing just fine ok good. heees. IMY!!

2009-05-10T22:41:00.002+08:00

Happy mum's day!
Esp to my dearest dearest dearest mum. SELAMAT HARI IBU IBU! heeeees. I love you to bits & pieces.! Doink. Too bad i have no her pic here. xD

What better day to spend your day than to spend it with mister dearest! Doink. Awak, awak, awak, saye sayang awak! <3

EJ HURRY HOME. I M Y !

2009-05-09T17:25:00.001+08:00

woooots.
A BIG THANK YOU TO ADIK MEREPEK FOR THE ICE CREAM(choc mint!!!).! I guess she want me to feel better after seeing me tearing earlier. wooooots. Damn sweet rite. xD She's still a pest but no doubt, she's the best. xP

2009-05-09T14:32:00.002+08:00

AH FCUK THE SERVICE WOMAN. YOU FILIPINO IDIOT. HOH.!!!!! GO DIE LA.

Im in need of chocolate mint ice cream. Yesterday's aint enough. x(
Oh i feel empty. Someone make me feel better. x((
Dear mister,
I miss you bigtime you know that? bleargh. i neeeed your companion much already.

2009-05-09T00:24:00.003+08:00

Ah damn. Hiking postpone to monday. I so excited & semangat already. wooooooots. I was even done packing my bag la when dian told me about it. Doink ah Doink. heeees. I may have to skip soccer training then this monday. Sorry soccer honeys. xP

I miss MUHAMMAD NUR ADLI.
I miss MUHAMMAD NUR ADLI.
I miss MUHAMMAD NUR ADLI.
I miss MUHAMMAD NUR ADLI.
I miss MUHAMMAD NUR ADLI.
I miss MUHAMMAD NUR ADLI.
can someone help me tell him? x(

**omg. f-sha is so selenge. what a "teacher". heeeeees. *hmmmph*. hahahahahhahahahahahhaha-atikah & me will start laughing & laughing & laughing. (inside joke. doink). xD

PS PS omg i so hate stares from people. Unless you look nice & cute, expect no smiles from me. Im simply NOT interested.!!

2009-05-08T19:39:00.003+08:00

Friday oh friday.
I had the most random unplanned friday ever. THANKS TO F-SHA & ATIKAH. huuuus.
This was how it started:
Soccer training was canceled.
I planned to go watch movie like how ej & ain recommended at first. But then i didnt want to be such a loser to go watch alone nor did i want to disturb boyfriend & want him to rest(im such a gooooooooood girlfriend eh? heees.)
I wanted to call either lia or lynn to meet them or something. Changed my mind & just decide to go home to rest. heeeees.
Went out of school & saw atikah at the bustop & thats when she ask me along to hang out with her & f-sha. weeeeeha. Since i got nothing better to do, i agreed. Went over to f-sha house, touch here touch there her things in her room(heeeees. i love eur room please f-sha) & the three of us went over to marina to buy f-sha's mum's gift. huuuus. Had a simple lunch at LJ's and dessert at ben & jerry's raffles. Boy! Only one word: FUN!! hehehhehes.
F-sha sooooooooooo selenge bacin please!!! DAMN CUTE~! Such a loser please. Doinks. hehehehehehhes. Both atikah & i keep disturbing her. huuus. Oh god. F-sha,,i know you'll kill me after posting this but you know I LOOOOOOOOVE YOU!!! heeeeees. xD
& so, thank you atikah & farisha for afternoon. It was random. It was so fun! & yes atikah, sentosa? joooooooms~. heeeeees.
& thanks to f-sha also, i kno where to get prrrreeeeettttyyy stickers already! Ej, hurry. I bring you to the places. I want to get them too. heeees.

& well, apart from that, 09A3 celebrated Stephanie's 17th! heeees. It was rather cute, everyone including Mr Toh & the rest running from god knows where to join us. heeees. & aidil bought a nice simple cake. heeeees.

& i was bored so i had my own. huus. xP
Oh doink. Just so you know, I MISS YOU. I've got every itch to just msg & disturb you yesterday. doink. Thanks to ej, i manage to not being such an ass. hehs.

Fitz-erooooooo--i miss kamu. Have fun at cheer aye. & go go for the performance! heeees.

I better go pack now. Part of me cant wait for tmr's trekking but i wannnnnnntt sleeep actually. heees. xP

2009-05-07T22:21:00.004+08:00

THURSDAY ARE BORING DAYS. If dian sees this, i bet she will nod & nod & nod & agree & agree & agree. heees.
& today is thursday. Today was boring ESPECIALLY GEOGRAPHY.
But thank god for soccer practice in the evening. heees. You girls rocks! & k owe me iced tea!! heees.
Oh, prolly im going to join them for the Gunung Tahan Expd this june hols. Asked Mr Tan just now with dian's help(thank you!!) & i smiled so widely after asking. huuuus. *excited excited. But again, i havent really make up my mind & the selection has yet to be done. Trekking from Bukit timah to mandai this saturday morn(ah there goes waking up later on saturday). doinks.
THANK YOU MILA ALYSSA FOR THE MUAH CHEE. I happy like mad cow la just now hwen you gave me! ily ily ily. & yes i owe you one.
Ej owe me ice cream date.!! Yesterday we both end up having clam chowder instead. heeeees. Too excited about luq-uy & stuffs & we like what we saw! Well,,,at least i do~! heeeees. Ej eu know hor. heeees. & oh, ej IS siaos. I swear. eheeeees.

Happy twenty-nine mister merepek.! I swear I love kamu! heeees.
Ah i want want want want meeeeeeeet boyfriend la!! YES YOU! doink.
So who do you suppose i talk with on the fon tonight? "md rizal osman"? he's not even there. Ah doink. I got no one to talk to tonight.

**sidetrack sidetrack: i want to go sentosa just for fun joy and laughter. Anyone?
someone need to help me with MOB & i need company to study. x)

2009-05-05T22:39:00.003+08:00

BRILLIANT TUESDAY. What more can i ask for. x))

"X-men" was just ok. Interesting is how i would describe the 109minutes show. Anyway, im searching for shoooooooooooooooooooooes. White shoes. For fun joy & laughter. heeees. Ej, jomsss~!!!!! You find black, i find white. heeeeees. xP

"sud imy..."~ damn sweeeeeeeet pls.! ily fitz.!

I love kamu muhammad nur adli.-whatever not it is. <3

2009-05-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

Just give us milk teas, kfc cheese fries, BK, manjalara & we will both be H-A-P-P-Y. x))
I had a blast when ej came over yesterday & it was indeeeeeeed a short meet up but hey,, we had a lot of catch ups, sharings laughing & secretings. huhus. if theres such a term. xP

Ah doink, its monday again tmr.

2009-05-01T14:36:00.002+08:00

Its suppose to be lynn & kidd meet up today but somehow after thinking about it, i dont wanna susahkan her can. Its radddd's birthday today & if i were raddd i'd like to be celebrate my day with my dear dear friends. x)) & so, lynn, go enjoy with rad ok. Its not that i want our meet up to be cancel, i just would like you to have fun with the birthday girl instead.

& on that note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDIAH!!!! Kite rindu awak. Have a blast birthday.!!!! Your officially LEGAL now. weeee~.

2009-04-30T12:49:00.004+08:00

I guess things have really change. I've gotta get use to them now. Its not any same now. *shrugs*
I just feel azygous? Not really alone alone but yeah alone. heees. if you know what i mean, you know what i mean. xP
& so bf, i do always look forward to meet you at the end of the day ok. x)

LYNN, cant wait for tmr!
Nurhijjah oi! faster ah. i want go makan with eu.!! heeeees.
& the rest too. WHEN CAN I MEET YOU?
&& oh,oh LIA BABY, when can i meeeet you?????? i miss you you know. heees. I just feel close to you. heeeees.
& soccerettes babies! eu guys just rock my smelly boots ok! heeeees. xD
Way to go dina for the awesome job yst.!!!!! weeeee~.

I better go do my maths now before the period starts later. *winks.

LATER GATOR.

PSST MUHAMMAD NUR ADLI, eur so love.

2009-04-27T23:19:00.003+08:00

Its her birthday tomorrow(which is like later). But im still gonna wish her in here like now.
SO, HAPPY BITRHDAY FITRI ANUGERAH OSMAN aka SELENGE BACIN FITZEROOOOOO & also MY FITZ FM.!!!!!
I totally miss you in school. It hasnt been the same since we're separated. & i dont get to go school with you anymore. *booo~. x((
I miss you like totally i swear. But whatever it is, your still a great great girlfriend.
I loooooooooove you miss merepek!

& yesterday, I met NURHIJJAH BTE YAHYA.! & saya happy sekali cause ej NEVER fail to make me smile then laugh & laugh & laugh & laugh. Especially that second that i saw her yst, i just laughed my ass out. Next time becareful la ej.!!! Dont anyhow break things. heeeeeees. Jom meet again & we both so must meet the rest & EU GOTTA RESOLVE THINGS LIKE ASAP PLEASE!!!! xD ILY ILY ILY ILY.

2009-04-26T11:46:00.003+08:00

I think ibu knew i slept late last night. She didn't wake me up for the morning class. Thank you for that. My head spinning but i've got tons of work to complete & the meet up with ej later to look forward to.
heeees.
Tho how hard we try to say "no" and mean that we dissapprove & stuffs, we cant. We just cant. Ej knows. I know. You people, you guys dont. xP
& like i told her, so much for thinking & worrying about them & being sleepless and all, i doubt they are doing the same thing. doink.

I hope you are resting well.
I love you.

2009-04-26T00:40:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO MEET YOU! please please please. heees.

2009-04-25T23:38:00.003+08:00

I hope ej is fine. *worry*
hurry go home & talk to me.
meeeeeeeeeeet me tmr please??? heeees.

The world is full of pretends. However much you try not to, its just not possible.

Its call TRUST. I love you Muhammad Nur Adli.

2009-04-24T10:31:00.002+08:00

Im currently in school & oh im so bored. I just complete geog assignment & its MOB in the next. Im all alone & even bf doesnt wanna layan me la. genduts. booooo**. x((
hehes. oh doink. lets look forward to training later. Good luck to me.!

2009-04-22T22:27:00.003+08:00

"- nurul fatin is the best thing that happened to me. EVER."~~~~muhammad nur adli's PM in msn.That's so sudden, surprising & it made me blush & smile until this minute.
Dudettes, you are suppose to BE EXTREMELY JEALOUS.! I have the greatest boyfriend on earth.! x)) heeeees.
I so love my boyfriend.!!!!!!! & for me, HE IS THE GREATEST THING THAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE & I FEEL SO LUCKY CAUSE IM NOT YET 18 BUT THE BEST THING HAS ALREADY HAPPEN & ITS STILL HAPPENING. x))))))))) Oh yes, i am smiling oh-so-widely!

Muhammad Nur Adli Abd Zhukor, I love you. You know i do. <3

2009-04-21T18:27:00.002+08:00

I think i saw this somewhere somewhere about women using about more than 7000 words per day & men only managing 2000 of it. heeeees. Damn cooooool la the fact. xP
& therefore like i told bf, thats no wonder that i always recieve short-short msgs from guys which sometimes piss the shit outta me. Imagine sending a long msg but recieving a short one. I so feel tet if i recieve one like that. doink. xP

So far so good. I want to be better.

Saya love boyfriend saya. Even if he disturbs me when i sleep. hehes.
& ej, like faiz said, we actually know ok. heeeeees. We act only. huuus. *GRINS*

2009-04-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

THANKS TO THE SUN, MY CHEEK & NOSE ARE NOW RED & MY LEG HAS TWO SHADES OF BROWN....... doinks. *whine whine*
But however, training was fun actually. I loves the soccer girls. x))

Oh, i hate 106 bus ride just now.!!!! **fghijklmnop btol**
& so, BIG SORRY boyfriend i showed pissed off attitude to you. Doink. But THANK YOU for making my day. No wait, THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY WEEK. I love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love (so many more loveS) you no matter how sexy zac efron's lips are or the inspector (idk his name la) in fast & furious is. heeeeeeeeees. xD "abeh jealous?" i suke i suke. heeees.

To fitz, dont stress alrite. I know you know what to priortise now. I know you CAN manage. Its possible. Im here if you just need someone to whine to. About absolutely anything. Just ring me. I dont mind hearing from you. Just letting you talk & talk & talk & whine. Or even hearing you spell everything out. I'll just end up laughing anyway. ILY. IMY.

2009-04-16T21:52:00.003+08:00

~let me just use this one since we didnt manage to take any photos just now. huuus. xP

I think that was the most fun 1 hour with ej ever. & we went only over 15 mins in cotton on (ej i think they really jealous of us hehes), a small cup of ice cream and clam chowder at LJ(which i had a litlle funny incident over at the counter), and made so much funny fuss at FA cookies. & we keep on laughing laughing laughing about the things that happened. & particularly about her message that kept me grinning snickering at the back of the bus alone. I felt like an idiot ok. Have no idea whether there were people noticing or not. hehehehes. xD
BUT ANW EJ, I LOVE THE SHORT MEET WITH EU JUST NOW. heeeeeees.
It was just soooooo funnnnaaayyyy. xP *have fun tmr ej. must tell me kay. heeeeeeees*

2009-04-16T17:46:00.003+08:00

It feels weird not having her there anymore. I feel so alone. *boo. Oh doink. I dont really see her unless we have the same break(which is rare) & in GP only. double doiiiinnnkkkksssss. I MIIIIISSSSSS FITZ FM. Plus now that im no longer in cheer, we spend so little time together. triple doinks. & oh, now we end school at different timings, it just sucks big time please. doinks doinks doinks & many many more doinks.... *sad face*

Dear fitz anugerah, i know we dont really get to talk like we used to, i hope you know i miss eu effing much. nobody is like eu. no one can be eu anyway blur doink. hehes. ily.

2009-04-13T22:52:00.002+08:00

I saw her face & asked her why. & so its really true of what it states in their fb. OH DOINK.!!
s.a.d.d.e.d.
I mean, i don't see this this happening really. I thought they were like the most relaxed couple in school. Im sorry SOPHIE dear. Im so sorry. I just, i just didnt thought that it was real. I didn't thought it really happened. I thought it was kinda a joke? Oh god. Im here for you ok. ILY. Your are one strong babe honey. Idk what is in his mind. Oh well, this is just so sudden and surprising. I admire your bravery and courage dear. I know you CAN survive babe.

Yup. Things can happen unexpectedly too. But i doubt i can be that strong as sophie dear. I cant. I dont think so. Nope no. I dont wish to anyway. Oh god, allah, we do live in fear. Do help us.

2009-04-10T14:49:00.002+08:00

I cant continue this anymore. I have to stand for my rights too. & you are not helping me actually. Its kinda destroying me if you guys notice. Im gonna have to do it my way. Whatever it takes. Hate me. I dont care. I believe i can. So yes i can. I am not a failure. Ive got this second chance. Imma prove it.
I have to start pleasing myself really. Its not pleasing to please others but not yourself.

& to you love, i love you. That all matters.

2009-04-09T09:50:00.003+08:00

Saya telah decide to tidak ke sekolah today. & im glad i did. I get a day off not only from school, but from home too. heees.
I just decided to skip it when i stepped out of the house and headed for the polyclinic instead. Surprisingly, the visit didnt take loooong like it usually does despite the number of people and my number(2097 yo. heees.)
Wanted to asked iten to makan with me but doink she didnt pick up her phone. GI BUANG SUDA ITEN HP KAU KALAU TAK NAK ANGKAT KOL AKU. hehehhehes. & now im here waiting for mr-merepek. Hurry yo baby! I want breakfast, not lunch. Cepatan dongs. hehes.
**OHHHH! iten's calling** hehehhes. xD
calobeteh people.

2009-04-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

That whole 10 seconds. heeeees. i just love how boyfriend handled it. I stepped out of the MRT with a wide huge huge SMILE feeling very very proud indeeeed. So yeah misters, step back 7 stop staring. Im muhammad nur adli's & he's nurul fatin's. x)))))))
I love love love love love love love my boyfriend!!!!
HAPPY 28th months tomorrow yo baby.

2009-04-05T15:58:00.001+08:00

New new skin. x))
Cute eh the little dog and rainbow. heeeees. The only reason why i change the old one.

Classic name and manU fan. EJ,! LETS GO OUT WITH THEM. x))))))

Boyfriend dear, can i date you this tuesday? dinner maybe? heeeees. xD

2009-04-04T21:35:00.002+08:00

Fitri anugerah.
Im really sorry i didnt reply your message yesterday or return your call just now. I just am in no mood or rather i dont know what to say. I promise i will get back to you soon. I miss talking to you. x(

Muhammad Shahrul Izlan.
Im sorry about just now. Seems that your not ok. I didnt wnat to continue the msg. I didnt want to keep spoiling your mood. I apologise BIGBIG.

Muhammad Nur Adli.
You've always been there for me. Now, i want to be there for you too can? i love you bigtime boyfriend. <3

I have decided.

2009-04-02T22:06:00.002+08:00

Yellow wallet ku. bohoooooo~. Idiot bitch. If i ever see you again, im gonna look at you like some animal yo~!!!! grr1111r

I want to prove to you guys that i can do better this time can? Give me that chance. Trust me. Please. I cant let go of school soccer and tuition. I enjoy these for the moment.

I miss kambeng MILA~! MILA ALYSSA, if you are reading this, find me tomorrow. LET ME HUG YOU!
I miss LIA. doink. i know i know. i owe you a date. i super know. i missssss you.

Saye suke orang gelap.
Saye suke mereka yang muda.
Saye sayang abg adli!!!! heeees. ---im soooo dead for this man. right bf? hahahs.

2009-03-28T14:40:00.002+08:00

I like what i did this morn & im glad i went to the event. Its not painful as its suppose to cause i think its meant for the elderly to feel the pain due to the stretching but im fine with that. But i like how slow it went. I felt peaceful. I was at ease state. It was a very nice feeling. The slow music the slow moves. My mind was at last cleared and im not confused nor much disturbed anymore. I didnt regret going to it tho i was so sleepy and i kept nodding at the start. But after the whole thing i was just fresh. Very indeed. & im sure zul didnt to even tho someone told me he malas want to wake up early. haha. eh zoool? kuangs. datang juga kamu. hahah. xD

Im sorry i made you mad. I swear i didnt meant it that way. Sorry you misunderstood. Like how i said, it just sucks to not being able to talk to you the last few nights. Not even msg like how you said you would. & yes i had my things to do, but i was feeling empty lonely and down. ah whatever~. i just miss you MNA.

2009-03-27T23:56:00.006+08:00

Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.
~Saw this in an email iten sent me. I really how its being phrase and all. Very meaningful. SUKE!! x)

They told me not to be too dependent. But i don't think i am. Am i? I just miss you la. doink. Really leh. Its as if you are way across the equator la. I was just complaining i don't get to talk to my bf like usual and whine about my day to someone who'll just listen to my crap. I mean, wouldn't you miss your boyfriend too if you're in my spot.? *shurgs. I cant do like i did last time. I cant not meet me for quite some time. In the past yeah i can live with that, now no no baby, i cant. So, does that mean im dependent on bf? *question mark question mark*hehes. I MISS MUHAMMAD NUR ADLI LA.! Hurry balik.!!!!

I've got a lot to learn. But it was fun tho. My butt's crammmmpppyyyyy la. Sakit doink bontot ku! Go girls!

Thanks kamu for the ride home and all. x))))) see you tmr.

Think carefully, i know you know how to handle this. We talked, we shared. kau seorang rakan yang baik. x))

Yeah, I only do have ONLY one person in heart. I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND. I LOVE MUHAMMAD NUR ADLI. Thank you for understanding. Thank you for being such a friend. x))

2009-03-26T21:58:00.004+08:00

we wrote stuffs on it & let them go~.

OH HURRY HOME LA. FEELS LIKE YOUR OUTTA COUNTRY. grrrrrrrrrr. I MISSSSS YOU LA.
Oh doinks, what better can you do than to whine to eur bloved boyfriend on such a tet day. But not yesterday nor today cause adli is away at camp & idk if his phone is working cause he havent reply my msgs and im so frustrated cause at cambo we had charger and why doesnt he have one when he's just bloody at SP? heeeeees. i just miss boyfriend la. woooots~.

Im just so used to disturbing and having her around almost everwhere and now i just feel lost. FITZERROOOOOO, I MISS YOU. x(( We havent been talking eating seeing each other lah. Its just so tet. ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wwwwwwwwwwwwweeeellllllll. i miss fitri anugerah osman. i so do lah!!!!!!!! Cant we AT LEAST share a same class or something????????

2009-03-25T23:10:00.008+08:00

Aviva Ironman. FUN FUN SLEEPY FUN. heeeees. We stayed up the whole night playing card games. With norhas around, you can NEVER not laugh. "born loser la but kidd champ yo!" hehehehehhes. EJ & I were the special people! xD weeeeee~. Classic name & ManU fan, add us up man! hurry! hehehehehehes. You guys are funny bunch. xD **pick up line super style. heeees

We end up wearing almost the same thing. I laughed my ass out when i saw her. heeeees. I swear ej BESTBESTBEST in my world. I love eu ej! heeeeeeeeeeeeees. xD
& yeah, what she said the other day was super true please. Norhas, we gotta really envy you please. Thats what its meant by good life, your life dude. heeeees.

Ankle's a killer please. wth. P A I N. Match on friday. Good luck girls. Thank you for welcoming me in the team. I've still haev yet to learn & be better. I need strong kicks. x))

I want to do better. Im sure i've made the correct choice.. 09A3,You guys are nice bunch. I fit in nice but i want 08A1 back. x(

Fitri Anugerah Osman, I MISS YOU. TELL ME ALREADY?

Muhammad Nur Adli, who's gonna help me with the strecthing huh? HURRY END EUR CAMP! IMY LA.!!!!!!!!!! heeeeees. head over heels baby, head over heels.

2009-03-21T13:07:00.000+08:00

i cant freaking get the words out of my mouth. i cant even get my fingers to start a text message about it. URGH. myb you should MAKE me do it. i just want to cry things out. i know you dont get what i meant. its just qoutes honey, its doesnt have literal meaning. you never left me alone before.

2009-03-21T00:45:00.003+08:00

If you want just a nice funny movie that has friendship care love concern and you love a chubby security guard with a cute character, then you should watch Paul Blart: Mall Cop. Its a comedy that'll make you laugh and you'll never be able to guess whats gonna happen next. Expect unexpected. There's twist here & there. Its a really nice movie. I enjoyed it. Plus the superb company. I had another nice afternoon just now. & this time, its with dear love. Thank you mister for the day. I hope you had a nice day too yaw. heeeees. **I wonder if the Mc people notice about the sign. heeeees.**

Aviva Ironman Challenge this sunday means a possibility of getting darker*boo*, $30*weeeeeee~!*, & spending time with ej & norhas*YAY!*. Somehow i cant wait. But it'll mean the end one the one week holiday*doinks x(* & I HAVE YET TO MEET WITH LIA.!!!! OH MY GOD. lia, i owe you one still honey. imy BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGTIMEEE~!!!!

"..just make sure you love the subjects, try your best & i think you can do it.." Thank you Bno. Thank you for the advices just now. I know now who to look for to talk to. I will do my best. ILY!
& so i have decided. I am going to study business. Im going to try it. Im going to do my best. I have the supports from my love ones. I want to do better. x))

* i really want to say it out just now. i want to tell you. but somehow the more i try to say it out, it just gt stuck & my mouth just shuts. im sorry. JUST KNOW, I LOVE YOU. NO DENIALS. I LOVE YOU MUHAMMAD NUR ADLI. <3

2009-03-20T09:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday afternoon spells FUN~! Spent the afternoon after the great workout and physical training with the OO squad with my BESTEST companion on earth. I'd never imagine how kewl life would be without them. We had a super blast time with each other. Ej with her "bapak ipar", Iten with spotting others' mistakes, Norhas with his new bag((*GRRR!!!! LAWA PE BAG ITU!!!)) and icey with just herself. Everyone just have their own ways that makes the atmosphere greater. heeeeeees. THAK YOU FOUR OF YOU. You guys are just the greatest friends on earth. I L Y A ! x)) So nuriten, hurry miss. PICTURES!!

i just dont talk out do i? i really really want it out. i cant stand myslef. anw, speacial thanks ej.

2009-03-19T00:55:00.002+08:00

THERES A LUMP IN MY THROAT & WHAT I REALLY WANT TO DO IS JUST SCREAM AND CRY THE SHIT OUTTA THIS. -i really think its PMS. ah doink.

when i ask to be left alone it means i really really really need your company. Don't you get it already.?????!!!! I simply neeeeeeeeeeeeeeed you like right now. urgh~! Why am i even trying to point it out? sometimes i still wonder, where exactly do i stand?????????? Am i not priority??

2009-03-18T23:58:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you know you should cry and sob and blubber about it. But somehow somewhere i just accept how it is. Theres like a tinge of happiness somewhere somehow cause im now free from being in pretence to masked the sufferings i have been going through. Yes, it was a good experience. Its something that make me realise what my archilles heel are.I should have know better. But now im glad i've been given the chance to again retrieve the steps im suppose to follow. With the support from loved ones and companies, im stronger now. I've decided. Let re-start.

I cant wait to meet them tmr!
& erk bf, where are eu??? doinks. ehehehehhehes.

2009-03-12T13:59:00.008+08:00

do you even care?

Sunday monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday then its back to monday again then tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday then back to monday again. Spells fast. Spells exhausted. Spells sick.

It came & it went away.

Can someone just pull me out of this chaos & put me somewhere peaceful quiet & nice?

Its been almost two weeks already & I've yet to get the pics from along & kak enab's wedding. heees. Here's one tho i took from iffah's blog.

Then it was a week full of drama paid off.

6th march was CHAMPS DAY.

YAY GARNET MUSTANGS.!

Im very proud of every one of you cheerleaders.

Kudos especially to Hairil & Fitz! & big big thank you to the rest of you for making it happening; din huda aishah zai eddy syikin fareez saiful su may syira marcus x))
*BOOM PAK BOOM MUSTANG!*

eu wasnt part of it anw. no more. so just shut up & get outta my sight. you earn my respect no more.

& for now, its OO cheerleading to look forward to. x))

& hey, happy 27th with boyfriend. The little short date with him spent on 6th afternoon was like a little celebration for me after the trophy & the result slip with A & distiction in it. laughing with boyfriend & his kisses sum it all up. hees. 6th march was superb.

Yup yup yup true. I cant keep it any longer. I want to shout my lungs out till the old me manage to come back into me. I wish they're there with me. I was strong back then now it sucks to see fakers all around. boo. doink. Fitz, i know eu know how i feel. ILY manymany.

2009-03-03T11:11:00.002+08:00

oh doink. yes yes yes. pretty dusty. heees.
Here's a post for eu aye mila & lia. x))
But im posting because im in sch in Ohub and im so bored. xP

Last week was such a happening week.
Everything was happening almost at the same time. so, PHEW~, everything's oooover~. xP

CT was crap but thank go i manage. I hope i did fine. The thought of repeating another year is horrible. OHHHH DOINKS~. bleak. Oh god, please help.

Congrats to my eldest cousin! At last he's married! YAY!
But doink, he took away my cammy for honeymoon bfore i even transfer the wedding peeks into the comp. doink. Now i can only upload them when he's back. lets wait.

Sports fiesta is this friday! YAY!
But this means that garnet cheerleading squad is left with today tmr & thurs only! oh doinks!
SLOW DOWN TIME~!!! Let us have ENOUGH practice.!
hehes.
Routine almost done, so im left with the accessories & hakim~~,,remember to bring eur trumpet on thurs!!! x))

I miss bf!!!
I miss ej!
I miss fitz!-tho she's right beside me.
Iten & norhas, hope eu two have wonderful time! heeees.
THANK YOU BESTFRIEND FOR HELPING ME YST NIGHT! x)))))))))
& to the rest of my gfs, my hols coming up!!*excited*, jom jumpe??? *smiles.
love eu readers.!

2009-02-17T22:04:00.002+08:00

Im taking ten from those geog notes.
My "otak mati" liek how Imran will always say. xD
Lets do this tag thinggy. I've been tagged by fee~. x))

1.Who was the person who tagged you?
Fee x))

2. Relationship between you and her?
she's fitz BEST. so, she's a girlfriend of mine la. x))

3. Your 5 impressions of her?
Friendly. Nice. Smiley. Green lover-like me! Noisy!-er,,like me also. haha.

4. If she becomes your enemy, you will..
haha. i cant imagine hating her. i dont hate green lovers.

5. What would you say to the person you like very much?
Hey! *looking at something about him that looks nice* I think you've got a nice ____! Then go all smiley for making that little convo.. hehehes.

6. Characteristics I like about myself?
Im a chocolate lover. Yes i love being one. x))

7. Characteristics I hate about myself?
Fickle.

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
" Just get outta my sight. "

9. What do the people around you feel about you?
Idk. haha. Let them think whatever they want. *shrugs.

10. Your crush(es)
Nah. i dont have any crushes no more. Eyecandy left school. haha. Oh! Just that red shorts guy at sentosa.! *grins,grins* xP

11. Pass this to 10 people.
1) Fitz
2) Ej
3) Iten
4) Shaqila
5) Lia
6) Farlini
7) Izzah Amalina
8) Iffah Arinah
9) Aishah
10) Ain-since eur one of the recent few to tag. x))

12. If 5 & 7 were together?[ Lia & izzah ]
That be damn funny. ahahahahahha. cant imagine.

13. Who does 5 like? [Lia]
Eh lia, who huh? xD

14. What colour does 9 like? [aishah]
This' so easy. PINK!

15. Say something about 8. [ iffah]
she's my miss bacin. ahahhahahaha. xD anw, i love eu bacin!

16. Who is 2? [ej]
My first malay friend in secondary & now she's my GREATEST(got such term) gf in the world.! x))) love ya ej!

17. Talk about 3. [iten]
Damn merepek. ahahaha. No lah. She's someone whom i can rely on & talk about anything & everything. x)))) Iten, IMY babe!!!!!! Jom meet soon.

18. Who is no.10 bestfriend? [ain]
errrr, i have no idea. Ain, eu can help me ans that dear. xP

19. Who’s the sexiest among all 10?
ME! ahahaha. errr,,,,,,,sexiest eh? pu che tao really. ehehehehes.

20. What colour does 4 like? [shaqila]
errrrr,,,,,,brown rite sasha? or black? errkkk. x?

21. Is no.4 single? [ shaqila ]
nope. she's pretty much happy being in love. rite babe? x))

22. Your relationship with no.1? [ FITZ]
My RADIO. ehehehhes. Fitzy fm! hahahahs. She's my great great great gf from MI. x))

23. Are 5 & 6 bestfriend? [lia & lynn]
they dont even know each other. heees. xD

24. No.9 surname?
Zulaishah bte Suyiudi

25. 7’s nickname? [izzah]
selenge kaklong. ahahaha.

26. Say something to 8. [iffah]
eh bacin, i give eu the poscards alrd. x))

27. Say something to 9. [aishah]
Thank eu for escorting me just now! hehes. love eu aishah! x))

28. Who does 1 admire? [Fitz]
ME! ahahhaa. someone someone* xD

29. Where does 1 live? [Fitz]
Somewhere i know. ahahhahs.

30. 10 of them know who you like?
donno! but they know who i love! haha. so i like no one. x))

31. Say something to 6 when u see her? [lynn]
i'll scream "AWAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" run to her & hugg her. ehhehes.

32. 10’s spouse? [ain]
Eh. who ah? ehehehs.xD

Alrite done. My dearest girls who have been tag, do this thingy yeah.
Love each one of eu. x)))))))
Im outta here.

Boyfriend is so love.!

joke

2009-02-15T22:32:00.004+08:00

ok. now is adli's turn to hack fatin's blog.
i find it fun.
i guess fitz & aishah find it too.
but i'm not gonna praise her like you two.
later she kembang until seluar dalam koyak. =)
i'm just gonna tell a joke.

it may be lame but,
here it goes.

"life is short, so nurul fatin is life. =)"

thank you.
hahahahaha.

"edit edit right after he told me he did this"

OMG. So now everyone thinks its fun la hacking into my acc? ahahahahha. xD
EH WAHLAO BF! DAMN LAME PLEASE EUR JOKE. Tak kelaka eh. Merepek eh. ehehehehes. xP
Grrrrr,,,,so to all you readers, heres my dearest boyfriend for you.
So you see, no matter how ass he gets, I love him effing much.
Doink. MNA, im so gonna bite you tmr. <3

2009-02-15T01:25:00.004+08:00

**Esp for FITZ ANUGERAH. hehehehehes.
Hurry get well la! Then we can duet for imran. ehhehehes. LOVES!

& YESSSA~! So its true. I am the cutest. Here's a proof--esp for bf!. hahahah.
I love you NURHIJJAH!

2009-02-14T23:13:00.003+08:00

Vday.x)))
happy love day everyone.

Doink. Eh aishah, fun la eh hack into my acc? heeees. xD
Just wait till i can hack into eurs. xP

Study spells T E T.

Oh, thanks for spoiling my mood.

2009-02-14T02:34:00.000+08:00

AISHAH's here!! ahahs..
i love fatin cos
she's lame
she's cute
she's funny
she's cheeky
she's loud
she's her
she's crazy
she's kental
she's selenge
she's like a small tiny sister
she's shorter than me
in fact,i love everything abt her!!
ahhas

told you i'd crash ur blog!! bluek!!

my cookie nice right?!?!??! ahhahas...
good night!!

2009-02-10T23:05:00.002+08:00

the yes & no tuesday.

I'm scared to face another day,
Coz' the fear in me just won't go away,
In an instance,
it was gone,
And now I'm scared.

2009-02-06T01:08:00.002+08:00

I didnt mean it that way. Im sorry. I didnt know that it would affect the night. I just still need you by my side. But im being such a pain. Im sorry. I just do not want to be a burden.
Thank you for having so much patience. I love you.

2009-02-03T11:34:00.003+08:00

hahahahahaha.
Ah suke eh fitz & bf go in my bloggie????
& bf to my FB?
bgos la korang go in my account. ehehehehhehehes.

Anw, Thank you fitz for the really nice post! hehehehehehehehs.
Awwwww``. So sweeeeet can?
Love euuuuuu fitz.!

the invasion of princess fitzy & adli hottest bf =)

2009-02-03T11:17:00.009+08:00

BOO! hello people!

this is fitz here and somehow i managed to hack into nurul kiddy's blog!

cool or what. i think i rock. hehehe

well kidd is my bestgirl! (the word bestfriend is so cliche i shant use it)

and i love love her,

know why, shes always there for me when i need her,

she listens to the stupid songs i sing,

she can crap with me all day long,

we havent fought since we knew each other (touch wood it wont happen)

we have the same lee coooper shoes,

we have the same flower bag,

we have the same phone,

we think alike.

we do many things together.

and know what? we rock each other's socks.

now all i hope is that she is alright and not too caught up with the TOOTSIES

in school and everything else,

its a crucial year for us, so dear kidd, please take good care and focus!

we shall go through this together,

just like how we've been for the past year.

i love my kiddy (:
wei! thats my kiddy! adli's. =)

awwwwww, fitz & bf so sweet pls! ehehhehes..-kidd.

psst, eh fred perry jagan jealous kay.
psst balek, i not jealous. i also inside! =)

psst korang due! tkd keje eh? ehehehehehehhehes. love euS! -kidd

2009-02-02T23:50:00.003+08:00

Seem that i keep dissappointing love ones these days.

Im sorry.
I want to make up for it. Every single one.
But somehow, everything just seems wrong.

I need a hug. Real badly.
I want these off my chest.
I wanna cry everthing out.

& dear,
trust me. I want to know about the picture. Please tell me. I keep wondering till this minute which picture it is. I need a confront from you. Nobody wants a confront. I do. Please tell me. The last thing i want is you being upset about things i dont know about.
I love you.

" im just a lil girl stuck in the moment
im so scared that i dont show it
i cant figure it out
its bringing me down i know,
im about to let it go "

2009-02-01T21:09:00.003+08:00

SAYA SUDAH TIGA HARI TIDAK BERBUAL BERSAMA COWOK SAYA.
SAYA RINDU DIA. x(

Esok hari isnin.
Esok harus ke sekolah.
Saya tidak mahu lihat orang-orang tertentu.
booooo~.

suckish.

2009-02-01T03:16:00.008+08:00

Thank you Nurhijjah for hearing me out just now. I know i shouldnt disturb you at that hour but i just need to tell it out to someone. & its not best to tell it out to bf, tho i really really really want to since thurs & fri since the situation worsen, because he was busy & all & he had a friend who needs his company plus we didnt really talk on both nights, so yeah, THANK YOU EJ.

& yes, im very proud of you babe. After all you've been through. You still manage to laugh about stuffs & all. Im sure i wont be as strong as you if im in your shoes. Like i said just now, i adore you ej! ehehehehes. xD
Lets meet up soon. Cause i wannnnnnnnnnnnna miss you guys & school sucks without you people. You know why.

To bf, sorry i didnt talk much on phone just now. I just didnt know what to say plus im all teary and block nose sucks. I so want to tell you but somehow, i dont want it to burden you. & your friend need your company & all, so yeah, its ok. Like i said, just know that i miss you ok. & yes, i am so missing you terribly. Saye mahu jumpa kamu please. Saya rindu.

Anw, just now's dinner was SO SUPERB! Had this had that & the bill was 300 plus plus plus for all 21 of us. I ate like a pig & had 3 ketam. YUMMY! Thank you Cik Bibah for treating the whole table.
& like always, me & my fav blood guys will do stupid funny lil things. Just look at the pics.
& omg, MY BRO IS SO HEAVY PLEASE!! He went on top of me & bdan. So considered, bdan quite strong eh. xP
Friday night was a nice night spent too. I guess, nights with family & cousins are alwasy nice. Laughed & shared about funny stuffs plus if you have your lil talkative one, its sooooooo much better. She talked & talked & comment about almost all the things & at the end, she fell asleep due to too much talking. Ahahahahahs. She's so similar to me. I so loooove my lil cuzzy.
Oh, i've yet to upload the random pictures taken when the four of us hang out the other day. Wait up ok four of you!

& yes, like in fitz's lj,,,,,, going to school on monday is so dready.

PS boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend, i'd like a random day with you again please. Ily.

To bestfriend: Im so glad you found that special someone. You sound so happy.!!!! Like i said, its looooooong since you sound that way & im so glad you sound THAT happy. YAY for her for making you so happy! Im so excited about things yeah. I know i know you dont know. ahahahahhahaha. Abit lame but i dont care. I wanna talk to you again & laugh to the teka-teki & all! *grins

Iten, ahahahah. best best! aku nk lagi kau tau. hehehes. who knows it might happen? x)
Lia, i not sombong ok! i just MALAS. ahahaha. I misssssssssssss lia sia. boooO~ x(
Lynn, msg me the url please??????? rindu awak!
Eshya,,,ahahaha. totally frgt about ity. MUST remind me okay.
Nana, kidd pon rindu nana! jgn lupe kidd ok.!
Aishah, i did! & it was change to henderson waves plak. xP
Fee, omg, i hope i can fee. boooo to them please. heees. misses!

OH NO. FITZ NAK DIAM SATU MINGGU.! doink. NO FITZ FM man~..xP

2009-01-30T20:14:00.002+08:00

JUST GET OUTTA MY SIGHT.

All was well then turned bad then okay then gooded however it worsen but at last happy.
Thank eu md norhas & radd for the huggs. OMG. SWEAR I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN I SPOTTED YOU OK. LOVE EU(s) I SWEAR!
& to fitzy, aishah, zai, eu guys are GREAT company please.
Fitz & aishah, LOVE YOU TWO.

For now, all matters are people i love.
<3>boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend.

adios pple. west coast time!

2009-01-29T22:32:00.002+08:00

Red face like the apple adik just ate. No more of sneezy peezy please. Quite tiring.

& oh, really, can people just mind the own backside. Stop talking about non-true stuffs already.
Quit judging.
& becuase of you idiots, i totally hate school for that fact.
Not hate hate, but hate hate.
Oh nevermind.

For now, a little surprise to keep me smiling like a lil kidd would be nice.

Shahrul izlan Nurej Nuriten Nuricy Norhas sasha tipah lynn lia & basically everyone. I MISS YOU.
Muhammad Nur Adli, I Love You.